Fear.
That is all that I'm feeling lately.
Fear that I'll lose my job.
Fear that I won't find another job because I want to leave my job.
Fear that I won't write anything.
Fear that I will write something and it will be horrible.
Fear that I will fail.
Fear that I cannot do this on my own.
Fear that I will be the crazy cat lady who screams at her neighbors for being too loud.
Fear that I will have no choice but do this alone.
Fear that I prefer being the smartest person surrounded by average people rather than finding other people who will challenge me to become more.
Fear that I have reached my pinnacle, and that it is a low one.
This is supposed to be my year. So I will get all the fear out now!
Hope. It's what I'm looking for. Hope in myself and humanity.
Confidence. What I can give to others but am lacking at the moment!
Love. It's what makes us all tick, one way or the other.
THIS IS MY YEAR! I call it. It is mine to do with as I please! I don't need to call shotgun, fore I am at the driver's wheel and I refuse to give up control! Rally! Rally my hopes and my dreams and what is not just owed to me, but what I've worked hard for and deserve! RALLY my friends, for it is for us, and never forget we are not alone! Rally!
WOOOOOSAAAAAAAA!
